In Texas –
a crunch of many
under the wheels.
Of gasoline and desert powder.
In Texas –
a crunch of many
under the wheels.
Of gasoline and desert powder.
Rags of leather
through which
the blood flows
docking ghosts to tread
a million distant dreams
In a field of cement
but the train,
who loved where it lied,
was heaven-sent
to see as he went
his wheels of steel turned to rubber
You are, yes, you are!
This all goes back to that blank book
I had in the seminary. It was for sketches
and quotes, and the names of flowers
and trees. I kept a list in it, too,
of all the people I’d be praying for.
There were no dogs on the list then,
though I did see how one thing
led to another. I’d call up some face
and another would appear – and hey,
who doesn’t deserve a prayer? – so
I’d put ‘em on the list. That’s when I started
falling asleep, halfway, before I was done.
Which brings us to Barkley.
I don’t even know the dog. And there are
others like him – not mine and many
long dead – your Gabbies and Falcons,
your Bimases and Kings of this world.
And once your dogs are in, the cats come running,
whining and getting their backs up
when you don’t cooperate. I’d say keep it
to my own kind (what’s next, snails? minerals?),
but the way the babies keep coming,
and the new partners – the jilteds and the
Jolies – and with my cousin doing genealogical
research, finding family I never knew even about,
well, what’s the point?
I may never stop falling asleep.
Your dish of change included a tie clip
and pocket knife, a book of matches
and ring – all things a boy might like,
and I did.
You had that easy way, a calm I never
saw broken. I know better now. Our
pleasure in a river forgets the
dislodging of rocks and trees.
But thank you! Thank you
for keeping it cool
to never be short with me.
When I see you now, you’re at the table,
your cards down under flattened palms.
You smile at some joke,
and make a little one of your own.
I see your teeth, the
bushiness of brow behind your glasses.
And again: you’re on the porch,
in a fold-up chair.
A car goes by. Grandma’s not ready yet.
In an hour it’ll be too hot. But for now
you’re content. The grass is mowed.
Your shoes are shined.
I can’t stop my sweaty play
to sit on the step and hear what you say.
But I’d like to.
I’d like to catch my breath for once
and listen.