
Grief and drugs
Grief and drugs
sit at the table.
I’ve never had a lover
as pretty as you.
Orange Volvo

Between worlds

Tears clear dust from the eyes
Might I, if no one minds, crawl from the
rubble of this world
to speak of what you’ve done?
To note the earth below the collapse
and the sky above it, light piercing
the gloom and colors born of its shafts,
and greet the other rubble people rising,
shaking dust from their shirt,
weeping, believing
and starting again?
Sacristan

Leida Engelaar-Evers
Born December 30, 1926. Died December 1, 2016. God bless you and keep you!
Encounter

Detail from triptych by Carla Veltman.
Your granddaughter, your namesake
You were in your last days
and you’d open your eyes
and say you were tired.
We said, Sleep, and
We’re going for a walk.
I didn’t like that it was wet in the woods,
but there were acorns,
and that, she said, was what you did together –
make dolls of them, and sew.
Once she made pants. When she
thought she was, she said, I’m done,
but you said no.
You pulled stitches and fixed the seam.
You wouldn’t stop till you got it right.
Which is what you’re doing now, she said:
piecing the past and pulling tight the seam.
High wire act

Why they grow up why they have to
A blue,
a wild little crying hope
meets the wave that washes it back
and you
emerge,
a girl fish, golden
smiling, turning
swimming away