Not like some
death of Jesus
saving the world.
Or did I
miss something?
Not like some
death of Jesus
saving the world.
Or did I
miss something?
The cold has let them stay forever
Deer
Lying down
Against the back fence
Facing the sun
Watching the sunrise
Chewing their cud
If a pin drops
in the forest
and there’s no one there to hear it,
do I even exist at all?
Trails off and then
But where God’s the well
deep enough
to let my soul run its course
and net me plummeting
still
That pain in me
is like a leaky balloon spinning round
with God in it –
God in a balloon in a life in God!
There used to be an ad in TV Guide.
If you could draw the lumberjack –
the head of the lumberjack, with his
beard and cap and flannel shirt –
you might have talent, and maybe
you were just the one they were looking for.
Today I saw that fellow, in our park,
here in the neighborhood.
He’d shaved the beard and changed his shirt,
but the cap was the same.
And then two boys came along,
who might’ve been me, if I’d been
two people when I wanted to draw him.
Isn’t it wondrous, how things come around
to resurrect the past,
and someone still might
answer the call?
I’ve been thinking about what you said about dwelling on things. Tell me about it! Lately I keep coming back to a memory that has plagued me since I was fifteen. That summer I worked for the Youth Conservation Corps, at Fort Columbia State Park. It was a great job – being outdoors, fixing trail, with kids my age and older. But there was a younger kid who annoyed me. He didn’t work with us. His dad was the park ranger. He was nice enough, I can’t remember him actually ever doing anything “wrong.” I guess he just cramped my style. And so I shared that thought, one night in one of the army tents. “He’s always around. It bugs me.” Which brought, from behind me in the dark, words that have echoed in me ever since. “I’m sorry. I won’t do that anymore.” He kept his word. He never came around again. Nor did I seek him out. Life sets traps and I jump right in. I get after myself and then I get after God. What a mess, what a godawful blueprint!
I will wring death
from this rag of life
I will throttle
it as it goes
You can’t
throttle death
choked from a rag
but watch me
I will