Two more days and the days will get longer.
Voice of someone else and the wilding of the mind.
Just a bit more light. I promise I’ll get stronger.
Voice of someone else and the wilding of the mind.
Two more days and the days will get longer.
Voice of someone else and the wilding of the mind.
Just a bit more light. I promise I’ll get stronger.
Voice of someone else and the wilding of the mind.
Wake up and crush the world your apple
with a mighty hand
!
I went on shaving.
Many is the mickle, many the much.
?
Better than this I’d like to have done.
But better is butter for later.
Once a girl came knocking wanting
a priest but got me:
Would there be, were I to,
hell for my plate?
Who are you, why would you
ask me this thing?
I’m forlorn, twice gone, thrice ripped and stillborn –
and I would go.
Go not, promise please,
to this place that’s not there.
But go, she went, brief girl to the fair.
His chair, his bed
four children and a tree
This is not about what happened,
of which I have no right to speak.
It’s of reading of it in the Green Hall
psychology library, where I
checked out books – and of seeing them
in-between, the theater students in gym shoes and
flip-flops, walking up that mountain in May,
tired from the night before.
It’s about knowing first-hand how weather changes
and how big a mountain is – bigger still
when you need to get off. And not knowing,
but yes, knowing even that, how it is to be a
teacher unraveling after rational plans,
jumping up and down in the snow.
I still see at night the two lying talking
in the cave, that world of ice that keeps us warm.
She’s left the inner garden.
Here, though, she slows, her smile
recalling old reversals and raising briefly the prospect of shade’s
shedding its clothes, and being morning again,
naked in the flowers.
Door ajar, near
is love’s fear
in safety’s cage
They are chatting. He pats him
on the shoulder. He is cold.
They walk away.
She is sitting scrolling. No
one bothers her and she does not
bother them. She has many,
family and friends, who love her.
And she loves them.
People are shopping, not stealing.
They want to look good and want
something nice for their children.
They are not blowing up buildings
or running cars into people.
They are just trying their best
as almost everyone always does,
as here the frost melts
and sheep eat grass
in a place where it already has.
The other way than backward
proceeds surely
once I’ve turned
from dusk to Sanctus
and her silent
petulant flowers
You won’t be passing out stones
or scorpions or wasps on the other side
of apples. You won’t be not holding
the ladder when he climbs,
or not looking when she crosses.
You’ll not wonder when you should know,
for you’ll know, though you’d rather not.
You’ll know and do what you should do
because you are who you are,
the man, at last, you were meant to be.