Life dishes out its unbelievable burdens
except it’s totally believable
because it happens every day
Life dishes out its unbelievable burdens
except it’s totally believable
because it happens every day
From a drug or perhaps
lack of the same or,
I think now, your alarm
at our knock and all that that
might mean
We pitched our tents at Rialto,
then hiked north past Hole-in-the-Wall,
past the Chilean Memorial,
looped around Cape Johnson
and moved inward to Lake Ozette,
where we rested.
On the way back we clambered over
rocks in the dark, got trapped
by the tide, and had to spend the night
in shorts by a fire.
But back, finally, at our tents,
cooking pancakes, what I remembered –
and remember now most –
is my reading a poem, not my own,
at the lake, and faltering,
embarrassed:
who was I to read such a thing?
And your gently urging me on,
as though you could know and love in me
what I couldn’t yet love
in myself.
For John Daniels
And for Shelley and Darryl
So God has turned you loose.
Welcome, welcome!
I dreamed I was dead
and woke and was not.
Whose time is this time?
How much have I got?
When a rockslide traps the fish –
little fish in a little pool –
the fish swim ’round and ’round
and ’round and ’round and ’round
Sometimes while walking I close my eyes
and fall into the sun-
shine that would catch me
(it’s so warm) were I to fall
and I do
and it does
I was surprised to hear a doctor in Holland
say
he keeps a knife and club by his bed.
What he will if necessary do,
I’ll not want to know.
But that the world is big
and the night long
is,
as the burglar will see,
indisputable.
One outside, one inside
the station. One at night,
one in the morning.
One shouting, one not.
One man watching,
sick with his belly in a hole.
This morning the morning more rural
passed by – cows, grace, grass
and wire –
sun and all that nothing
to do, so I did it (in lieu)