We could both be in there
still looking – laughing –
what are you doing? –
wondering
where will this go?
We could both be in there
still looking – laughing –
what are you doing? –
wondering
where will this go?
If I could but draw will from the well
to fill my words –
to pray it not say it all the way through.
I have friends afar,
moonlight people whose messages
arrive in the morning.
I answer and am
to them
a moonlight people too.
I am the box
lid open
not big enough for God
so flat now
wide as a box can be
Me, the refugee?
My red-white eye
and blue blue sigh
and hope for self-evident truth?
You have given me to pray
and it’s like a slow tornado.
I’m sucked up in circles
and at the top am in the sun
and I say,
“Take me! Take me!”
But no, now I know
it’s not a prayer.
It’s a poem and me
fleeing again. I see
the people I love
and so slide down to them
through the last of the poem,
that old fire escape we had at school.
My daughter asked me what my purpose is
and I saw a flower.
It was blooming, but I
wasn’t yet, but would
yet, I hoped.
Bakery girl,
what will rid us of your sadness?
You’ve carried it and still,
and I as well,
as bells have tolled
and dusks have walled
alleys away in silence.
Is there an icon of eyes
of the dove
wings wide
just above the shoulder –
and of in the eyes
that branch
buried in the heart of Jesus?
Not to myself, just dying